Fuck You,Miss You...

i hate you..

yet.I MISS YOU SO MUCH...

why this thing happen to me??????

dearest bo...

Dearest BO...

Hye...
Well, nie dh msk nbln yg ke-3 kte break..
I happy dgn idop I n u pon sama kan...
I dh move on....
But..
I benci u ble u calling2 i psl bnda yg ngarut2...
U wat i cm wh*r*...
Kenape?
I benci u.
ok?

Thank You.

People Behind the scene..

THEM...
1. Nurul Ain.
Kesygan dr dlu smpi sekarang..
Kadang2 menyakitkan ati gak...

2. Norazerina Md Rejab
Perempuan nie plg byk dgr mslah aku..
Kdg2,aku pon dgr mslah die gak...

3. Siti Fareha Abedol Rasep..
Suka wat aku ketawa dengan lawak2 die..
Setiap hari jmpe die bole wat aku tergelak pecah perut..

4. Melda Hj Taip
Minah yg slalu xda...
Tp die ttp di ati kami..

Funny thing happen every two seconds....

Thanx to AM,En. K cm dh start sombong..
Btol,thanx tau.

The thing is,SUKA adalah perkara subjektif..
SUKA bukan bermakna ko kne suka blk kt org 2...

Tp selalunya,SUKA selalu disalah ertikan..
Apada..
Grown up la cikit..

Ok,salah aku gak sbb bole TERsuka dlm ms semggu..
Tp klau die dh comel,xkan xbole kan nk SUKA?
Ha. HA. HA.

Encik K....

sy xtau nk ckp ape..
sy malu...
tp sy xtau kenape..
sy suke kamo...

en. k..
klau awk tau...
awk msti malu...
awk msti xnk kwn sy lg...

sy phm...
sy pon tau awk xkan ske sy...
tp kte kwn kan?
kwn baik yg jaga satu sama lain..

en k..
awk senyum2 tau selalu...
sbb ble awk senyum..
sy pon akn tersenyum...


truly,
L.

I LIKE YOU...

It started when A.M asked me out that nite..
Then, he invited his friend to join us..
He came late..
The 1st thing that i noticed was HIS smile...

I LIKE you...
I LIKE to know more bout you...
I LIKE to spend my day with you...
:)

* Im using the Paint.Cant find Adobe from my bothers lappy..Hehe.Sorry.

The Bond

Well,it started from "ko nk?"
Then,the shopping together.
I guess the "silent treatment" really do the job eh?
Hehe...

Thanx to Farid, Iena, Ain, Peya, Melda and others who never stop plugging their ears from listening to my problems.

I always love all of you....

silap...

The truth is,u have to know the people first,then u can judge her.
Not bad la,janji tau jaga ati die.ok?

bersiap sedia..

Esk (JUNE 1,2009) adalah hari yang sangat panjang..
Aku sangat bersiap sedia..
Kenape?
Kerana aku akan di tukarkan ke TICKETING DEPARTMENT.
Kenape cuak sangat?
Sebab ada EVIL WITCH atau lebih seswai MAK TIRI kt situ.
Bnda kecik pon die nk tengking2.
Cuak kan?
Aku perlu berdoa yang terbaik jek untuk esok.
Tanda2 die xsuka kt aku sangat ketara.
Lalu dpn meja,pndg pon x.
Hurm.
Bagaimanala aku nk tempuh hari esok?
BAGAIMANA???

oh,i miss you..

Aku rindu ko Bo....

Sedey.

:"(

crying.missing.love.

I dream of him again..
I repeat,AGAIN!!
This is for the 6th times...
Kali nie,sgt menyedihkan..

The dream start when I saw the image of me and him and few other people at GIG (i think meet uncle hussain pnye gig kot..)
Then,we start chat a bit.
He asked me about how's my life is when he's not around (we've broke up about 1 months and so)
So i said la ok and bla bla bla...
Suddenly, he said that we should get back together.I was like,OMG! I will do anything for you and after that, we hugged!
In that crowded place,we start to promise to each other,that we will not separated like before..It was wonderful and he start to be the old himself again.
Believe me,Im the happiest person in the world.
Then,my alarm started to ringing like hell.
Sad. :"((
BUT the fact is,He never miss me.
He doesnt love me anymore.
It sucks man.
But I can live without him, I think.

People said,if you dream of him,must be at that moment,he was thinking of you.
I hope he IS thinking of me.
And love like before.Sayang,wherever you are, I always love you. I miss you so much.
Never failed to love you.

15 May 09

0545 : Bangun kejap, snooze lg 5 minit.
0615 : Bangun,tros mandi...
0625 : Carik sweater itam kesygan. VAVI, xda. Takpe,kemas beg jap,then carik lagi..
0640 : "Ain,tlg aku bole x?ko tnye minah 2 mane aku pnye sweater?"
"Ok. N*na,mane sweater kakak?"
" Carikla sndri"
"Babi ko. Kalau aku xcarik,aku xtnye.."
0700 : Rumah kecoh. Si babi 2 start ngadu dgn mama.


The rest,xyah la korg tau..
Yg pasti,pompuan 2 aku ttp benci smpi ble2.

Ko amik sweater aku xbgtau aku,ko ingt ko dh besar sgt?
Aku kurang ajar dgn ko sbb ko nie xpyah dihormati!

Menyakitkan diri.satu treatment yg berbaloi.

Aku benci ko!!!

Welcoming at KLIA

We have to wake up early in the morning...
Around 6.15 a.m, We are ready with our make up.

Kak Flora waiting for us at toilet with all of our costumes..

We get changed and ready to go to KLIA..

Inside the van, we talked, laughed. gossiping...

Arrive at KLIA at 7.15 a.m.

We have to seperate the flowers ( it is jasmine and orchid)

Then, we have photo session..

Its kind a funny because we look like ALIEN from somewhere with that costumes..

But it is nice...

Then, the group arrives.

We have to say, Bounjor Nor..

It means, Welcome!
One of the Italian guy scream when he saw us...

And he jumping and said UBI?

It was hilarious!!

Hahahahah....

After all of us done giving them the flowers, Its time to head home.

When we have to wait for the lift, one of the Italian guy actually video cam us.

And my friend,Peya done quite funny act.

She suddenly scream (not actually scream,it was like CKP KUAT)

WELCOME TO MALAYSIA!!

All of us was like,uh?

Hahahahaha...

Funny though...

The mastermind, Kak Flora.

The five of us.

Zana - Malay girl.

Ain - Chinese girl.

Me - Indian girl.

Iena - Portugiese girl.

Peya - Sabahan girl.

Im wearing Indian costumes,Iena in Portugiese costumes and Peya in Sabahan costumes.

Did I mentioned to all of you taht we get paid for doing this job?

Yup,each of us get RM 50...

Happy...

the 5.15 p.m PUTRA

Everyday....
Aku akan rush blk...
Tepat pukul 5 ptg jek,aku dah gerakkan Iena n Zana suh blk...
SEBAB!!!
aku tak nak miss PUTRA pkul 5.15p.m....
HEHE....
So, about 5.25p.m at Ampang Park, SOMEONE yg SANGAT COMEL akan masuk kt pintu last or 2nd last..
Wif his friend....
Well, his look like Malay...
But when he talks to his friends, masa 2 aku curik2 dgr...
Die cm ckp dlm Chinese...
I think he is Chinese + Indian kot...
Hehehe...

BUT, HE"S SO CUTE!!!
Once,die penah senyum kt aku...
Happy wey...
Hahahahah...

To my Cindian Guy (as what Peya and others call),
U look great when u smile...
Thanx for make my journey from Dang Wangi to Wangsa Maju full of colours...
Smile my dear as it can make me happy...
Cheers!

nEw LiFe...

Im walking on my own way now.
Alone,in this eerie pavement.
With my guts,my JR and myself.

At 1st, it was HARD.
It getting HARDER each day.
But,I learn from it.



You are FREE right now.
Im happy for you.
Eventhough,SOMETIMES I miss you.

Its okay I think.
We live in separate life.
But I do LOVE you.
Till the end of my LIFE.

Friends,THANKS for EVERYTHING.
Your EAR,
Your ADVICE,
Your PATIENCE.
ILYSM
IENA,MELDA,PEYA,AIN,IEDA.

random...

Saya copy Nadia Darnata pnye..
thanx babe..

Wheres your boyfriend?
NONE

Name something you did yesterday?
tgk teater patung kertas 2..FUN

Last person you text messaged?
papa- tlg amikkan kasut kakak eh?thanx papa


What colour is your hair?
black..(O,O)

What was the last thing you cried over?
watching THE BIGGEST LOSER...damn kurus siot dorg..

Whats something you really want right now, be honest?
was he thinking of me last night?


Is there anyone on your mind that shouldn't be?
YUP...bozo


Do you have a little sister?
yes.twin sista..



Do you like to listen to the radio when you are in the car?
yes.



Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
eulis and ain..shophaholic


What are you listening to?
telly from downstairs and kipas yg berbunyi (annoy)



Do you sleep with a fan on?
Wajib



Do you get good morning texts from anyone?
xpernah..



Where is your cell phone?
kt bilik..campak jao2



Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
YES..keje kot



Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
maybe..



Did you speak to your dad today?
yeap..THANX PAPA!!kasut nie brape ringgit?



Will tomorrow be better than today?
hope so


Do you want to see somebody right now?
not really..mke nmpk busuk..



Your current relationship status?
erk?



Do you like it when you get kissed on the forehead?
sudah tentu..



Are you waiting for something?
yes. cant tell ya..(malu)



Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
maybe... :(



Do you text message a lot?
dlu,YES.skg,NO!



When is the next time you'll kiss someone?
sekarang..kiss jr bucuk..


What was the last thing you drank?
air suam


What would your name be with the first three letters?
nur?lyn?liy?



Do you think youll be married in 10 years?
no!


Did you have a good day?
not today...



If you could move right now would you?
yes..



Are you happy with the way things are going right now?
sometimes..but slalunya OKAY!!



Do you like being in pictures?
yes...utk memory kot..


Where will you be in an hour?
on bed or sumone heart.idk.



Is your heart broken right now?
retak menanti belah?maybe



How old are your siblings?
26th, 24th, 20th.



Do you believe in love?
depends on what type of love...



Have you ever done anything outrageously dumb?
SELaLU OK...!!!


Have you ever kissed anyone and never saw them again?
hahaha...



Are you someone who worries too often?
yes,ble psl keje..



Where EXACTLY were you when you entered 2009?
home.



Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a D?
tah...xpnh kot


Who was the last person you cried in front of?
ida...


Spring or summer?
summer


Are you wearing make-up right now?
nope.



Confused about anything?
feelings



Do you prefer to call or text someone?
txt



Do you have a secret that you arent telling anyone?
hehehee...

A DAY WITHOUT HIM...

12 APRIL 2009
1 years and 8 months and 2 days
Im spending my time with you
A lots of pain and happy days with you

I just need some time for myself,dear
I dont mean to heart you
Im so sorry

12 APRIL 2009
The day that you asked me to get my own life
The day that you asked me not to bother you anymore
I take it as a challenge for me to move on with my life
As I told you before, I LIKE YOU A LOT
Selfish
That's the word for you
How I could fall for your words


12 APRIL 2009
Im on my way now
As I walk along the pavement
Somehow
I wont miss BOTH OF YOU
I will
THANX for all this while

MR. A

Dear MR. A...

I miss you,Mr. A...
Yesrterday, Deeboo and Me called your mum..
She said that you busy studying at New Jersey...
Your mum said that we shouldn't disturb you...
IMYSDFM!!!!!
I hope I will see you soon...
Before I close my eyes...


You are my BESTEST FRIENDS ever...
I LOVE YOU BOO...

rambut

ni rambut baru basuh..
nie plak rambut baru straighten kan...

klaka kan?

MOHD HAFIZ BIN ROSLI

My Sayang...
My Bucuk...
My Gemok...
My Love....

Sometimes he's there for me...
But...
He wont be there if He thinks its not IMPORTANT for him...
That's make me sad...


When Im sad...
U know how to make me smile back...
U know how to make me laugh...
U know me better, sayang...

I hate u but in the same time, I need you...
U are like drug to me...
U make me addicted to u...
U make me sick but in pleasure...

Sayang...
I want u to know something...
I always love u...
And I do...
Never failed to love u, sayang....

I hope, u and me will live happily ever after together...
Thanx for make my life more colorful.

I LOVE U...

Your Sincerely,
Baby...

genting highland...

GENTING HIGHLANDS...!!!

Date: March 15, 2009
Time: 9.00 a.m. - 9.00 p.m.
Place: Maple Suite - Genting - Maple Suite...

Kak Juli asked me and Ain to go with her family and her friends to go to Genting...
At first, I was liked, "malas la"...
Then when Im thinking that nothing to do on Sunday, so I made up my mind to follow them..

I slept at Maple Suite on Saturday...
Then the NEXT MORNING,on 7.30 a.m. I already awake...
The boys already baths..
(the boys that i mention in this story is Kak Juli's fren's son..i dont remember that KAKAK names)
Then we cooked some breakfast...

GENTING
Everyone favourite place...
People go there to have FUN!!!
But for me,IT WAS HELL, MAN!!!!
BORED...
SUCKS...

But because of this 2 "budak"...
My heart willing to follow them....
We have to pay for all park tickets...
The thing is,we manage to play 3 games only for outdoor,and 1 games for indoor games...
What a day!!!!

When we want to go back...
There are few problems....
This "kakak" refuse to go back with us...
Suppose when she came with us this morning,she also have to go back to KL with us...
Her bf cried..
The worst part is, the bf left his girl at Genting...
hahahaa...

Pictures at Genting...
freezing wei...
These are the 2 boys that always asked bout "SNOWORLD"
*why dont u asked your mum,silly boy!!

Kak Juli,Alia and Ain with my Dragie that I won for 'throwing coins'
*these when Alia wants to take a ride but unfortunately, she slept all the way on the ride...

Funny Hat...

kuala gandah....wei!!!

kejadian berlaku pada : 14 FEB 2009
masa kejadian : 9.30 pg - 5.00 ptg...
tempat kejadian : batu caves- kuala gandah-kl


elephant sanctuary...
BAPAK BESH,ok?
korg ptt pg...
bnda nie xda slalu and korg akan rs pengalaman yg menyeronokkan!!!!
tgk la gmbr2 bwh nie...
korg pasti teruja nk pg...
b4 pg kuala gandah,aku pg batu caves...
hahahah..
jgn ditanya KENAPA...

time nie aku ngah naek gajah...
bapak ar gajah nie..
ngah jln2 leh lak die stop kejap..
rs nk menangis di bahu penjaga gajah 2 jek..
tp rilek2..

ini anak gajah..
die mntk2 aku kacang..
aku xtau nk wat ape..
aku ngelak jela..
tp die nie MANJE SGT2 wei...

ini nama die abod...
besar,manje dan comel..
jgn xtau,die la yg jatuh kan aku dlm sungai...
hehe...

so..
korg kne experience sndri...
korg ptt pg cuz byr RM50 utk merasa suma nie..
klau korg xnk basah,xyah byr pape..
tp SUMBANG la cket utk gajah2 nie..
cian dorg...

sehari bersama NATA & SHA & POJIE & MUIZZ

MEMULA,RS CM XNK PERGI....
TP,BLE MENGINGATKAN KTEORANG NIE DH BERJANJI...
AKU PON PG LA....
KT LEMBAH SUBANG....
NAEK MONOREL DR SG WANG KE KL SENTRAL...
RPE2NYE ADA SUMTING HAPPEN KT DATARAN MERDEKA....!!!!!!
ORANG BERPAKAIAN PUTIH...
MEMEGANG SEPANDUK...


AKU XPAHAM...
AKU MULA MEMBUAT ANDAIAN...
ALA,KORG PON MSTI P-K CM2 LA...
POLITIK M'SIA PON NGAH X MENENTU...


ok2,blk pd cte asal...
AKU SMPI KL SENTRAL,BODO JALAN TTP...
KNE PUSING BR LEH MSK KL SENTRAL...
PENAT MAK TAU!!!!
DEN SMPI KL SENTRAL,PUTRA LAK WAT HAL..
POWER OFF LA KONON2NYE...
CM FU*K ......
AKU PENAT+NGANTOK+LAPAR...
TGGU LA DLM 15MINIT...
DEN TRAIN SMPI...
DH OK LA 2....


KELANA JAYA...
SMPI KT KELANA JAYA,AKU NAEK LA TEKSI...
PAKCIK 2 CHARGE RM6...
REASONABLE LA GAK...
THEN DLM TEKSI 2 LAK...
PAKCIK 2 CTE BNDA TAH PAPE...
AKU DIAM DAN TROS DIAM...
MLS NK LAYAN...

SMPI UMAH NATA N SYA,AKU EPI..
AT LAST,KTEORG SMPI GAK..!!!
YAHOOO....
MASUK2 JEK...
ABG POJIE DH SMPI DLU...
CEH...
KTEORG MELEPASKAN RINDU KPD MEREKA...
SONOK....
FUN...
SEDEY PON ADA....
PKUL 9 KTEORG BLK DGN MUIZ....



ITULA CTE DIE....

KT LIVING ROOM MEREKA...

rambut br aku...

b4 dis,aku mmg rs nk simpan rmbt pjg....
tp knape tah...
rs RIMAS n MENYAMPAH lak....
den...
ble aku dh dpt duet...
aku pg la potong...




so..aku mmg aga epi la gak dgn rmbt br nie....
thanx to michael n guys,sg wang....

alia and arfan..

NUR ALIA ILYAN BT MOHD. AZMI..
MOHD ARFAN ZIKRI BIN MOHD. AZMI...
bdk 2 org nie wat aku gile sekejap ble aku kt s'pore...
nakal mereka,tangis mereka...
geram aku..
yg kakak,cket2 barney2...
yg adik lak ske tgk cermin..
perasan encem...
tp aku syg 2-2....
sbb aku sndri xda adik kecik..

xbz...

today,xde kej sgt...
tp sy xsbr2 nk pg shang ri la hotel..
sy jd welcoming gurl today..
they pay me about rm50....
reasonabale cuz dorg sediakan bj...
hehehehe....
maybe sy akan pki bj chinese..?
tahla...
juz wait 4 the pic...